Which one yall got something to say to my back

Cause I’m back in your face okay?

You just cant keep my name out your mouth now

Tell me how a real one taste, okay?

You really wanna take a shot, then go head

This time don’t let it go to waste okay

When you don’t get the job done right again

I guess I gotta put you back in your place okay

Let’s go

Yall boys love to call me what you feel about yourself inside

Yall boys got no voice you been trynna silence mine

I can’t tell if they want me dead or they want my life

Talk that shit when I turn my back cause you got no spine

East Side baby got ties up North, I know a red flag when I see one

I ignore that shit when I make new friends

I’m alone right now when I need one

It’s a cold world, looking for a way out, but I see none

Maybe I just gotta be one

What will I become?

I just wanna be somebody

That can help somebody when they need some

What did I miss?

Why do my loved ones do me like this?

Why do my peers all do me like this?

What do I mean when I say “like this?”

I’m an open book but I’m not no snitch

And when I get rich

Everybody gon switch

Everybody gon gas light me cause I’m lit

Everybody gon say “bro, don’t be a bitch”

But it’s all my fault

Man, what did I miss?

Somebody told me I wasn’t supposed to be friends nobody

Just keepin it business

Somebody told me the man on the mic and the man in real life is supposed to be different

Somebody told me I need to be just like you

And give the world an image

Problem with all of it baby is I do not fake what I’m saying

There isn’t a difference

I do not know how to pick up a pen

And talk about shit that I did not experience

I do not know how to joke with somebody

Who’s joking with me but they’re taking it serious

Telling me that I’ve been taking it serious

I cannot tell if I’m really the man or fucking delirious

Smoke in the air, but nobody’s clearing it

I put myself in the middle it’s nobody’s fault but mine

Maybe when I see two homies I fuck with is beefin

I’m thinking of ways that I

Can do what I wish

Somebody would do for me

Before they go picking a side

Cause every time

They pick a side

I’m left with me myself and I

Don’t know what to do anymore

When nobody want me to speak 

unless I put up a camera and mic

And I interview somebody bigger than me

How many times did I say I wanted to die

And nobody said anything?

Put up a clip from a interviewee

Whose talkin the same

And what did I read?

Nothing but love

Nothing but words of encouragement 

Saying they want him to live

That’s all I wanted to hear as a kid

Maybe they’ll tell me if I make it big

Maybe they’ll tell me if I make it big

Maybe they’ll tell me if I make it big

Now that I got me a son on the way 

I don’t wanna make em no son a bitch 

I don’t 

Fuck that shit 

Fuck that shit

Whole lotta yall wanna bring me down

Cause ain’t nobody goin up like this 

I know

run this shit

I run this shit

Where yall at? its time to put work in

Don’t nobody get it done like this

They don’t