I aint giving up this time

I aint giving up this time, no

I aint giving up this time

I aint giving up this time, no

I remember we was walking through the Portuguese streets feeling nauseous

I was in my head about life thinking of nonsense

All the conflicts, that been weighing on my conscious 

And if you wasn’t guiding my way, I woulda lost it

Cause leave it up to me to take this moment that we livin in

To think about the times I woulda done something different 

This gifts I’ve been givings a curse

And not considerate

Cause it could take me out of my body

Its not deliberate

That’s when you wasn’t feeling your best

I had the premonition, we should go and by a test

We took it back to the Airbnb, needing rest

And that’s the moment you told me that we prolly being blessed

I couldn’t believe my eyes

And I 

wanted to text

Everybody that I love

That I, love em to death

This a moment in my life that I won’t ever forget 

I am going to be a dad

The moment has manifest

But less than 48 hours passed when I got a call

It’s a lil less than a month to see your grandpa

And around this time I wasn’t talking to my mom

And I couldn’t tell nobody everything that’s going  on

My lady’s having a baby

My business is flames

The homies I once were putting lies on my name

The new homies I made, were all starting to fade

And most things in my life just weren’t feeling the same

The same things, that I com-plain about 

Didn’t matter in this moment of looking around 

It’s been way too long since we all got together

And look what had to happen for us to get together

And the fucked up thing about the moment we was in

It was probably the happiest that I’ve ever been

Seeing everybody laugh

Cracking jokes

Trading memories

I was reconnecting with my purpose in my energy

I was reconnecting with my broken inner child

I had to let him go because I’m gonna have a child

My wife and my son deserve to have a man

Who doesn’t live in the past, but the moment right now

I know